I firmly believe that the only way to protect my soul is to give it to God. Jesse believed this as well. Jesus is calling, and is walking with me on this path...not Jesse. Jesse is joyfully at work in heaven, working for the kingdom which he was destined to do. He is alive and well in the memories stored in my heart. Psychics may want to steer me towards the belief that the feathers dropped from heaven, the hummingbird hovering in my face - are in fact my husband reincarnate, or temporarily being present with me. No. I do not believe that for a moment.
The signs God gives me tells me all is well. It is HIS presence I feel in the Oasis. HE is the one showering me with "kisses from heaven". Jesus is the Lover and Protector of my soul.
How do I give my soul to God? By sitting quietly...watching for, listening for and feeling His presence. Through the power of the Holy Spirit I was given a message years ago (when the Mack truck was looming towards the driver door of my car).."I am not done with you yet." The Spirit took hold of that car and backed it up so that only the front fender was caught. Man, did that car get warm inside as the Spirit entered into action. It is a split second of my life that I will never ever forget. God is alive on this earth and performing miracles every day.
And look at all He has used me for! I have been able to help so many women through my business. Because of divinely bestowed wisdom, my husband lived longer than he would have - and was present in mind throughout his journey because we were obedient to God's direction.
I am being called for so much more...I sense it, feel it...and it is through the wisdom that comes not of myself, but through the Divine that I must tune in.
Ps. 16:11 reads,
"You make known to me the path of life;
you will fill me with joy in your presence,
with eternal pleasures at your right hand."
My path is being made known to me. Joy in the presence of the Lord is both Jesse's and mine - my husband is in the temporary heaven, and I am here on what will one day be the New Earth. In its current chaotic state I can experience joy in His presence. The promise is steadfast and true...eternal life - for anyone who gives their Soul to the Lord.
In His grace,